Thursday, March 28, 2013

determination

It amazes me how animals have the power to heal sometimes. There I was, feeling crappy after a day of work, and there it was, just another stray cat under the HDB flat. An ordinary encounter which produced an extraordinary impact.

I was walking home with Sheryl and we were talking about the politics in our workplace when suddenly, this stray cat appeared from nowhere. It had really really huge eyes and we were immediately taken with them. Taking a rafia string, we tried to engage it in play. Oh God! Its eyes as it focused on the rafia string as it bounced back and forth, those determined eyes of his/hers.. I just feel like it's something I should really learn from it. The rafia string always evades it, but it never gives up; always waiting for the opportunity to strike. That's what I admire of cats the most: their hunting skills.

If I was an Animagus, I would really like to transform into something of the cat species or a wolf. I don't know. I really want to study cat behaviour in detail. I'm just so fascinated by everything they do. How do animals communicate to one another? I'm so enthusiastic just thinking about the little signs and behaviour they exhibit to one another in order to warn the other party off! When will I get to learn those stuff? :( That's what I really want to study you know?

Besides, I don't think I'm cut out to be a vet anyway. I mean, ha, just look at how well I'm taking care of my hamsters and you'll know, I'm not cut out for this. Hell. Am I even cut out for anything? I don't even know anymore. No. This is not going to turn into an emo entry. Be rest assured. I'm aware my blog entries need to start getting positive or I'll just sound like an extremely depressing person. Not like I don't sound like one already. Oh well~ *mega sighs*

If I'm not wrong, Elsie's block tests is coming up soon right? Well, if it is, good luck! You can do it! Just stop turning on your computer and slacking lol! MUG MUG MUG!! You're taking A levels this year okay! GAMBATTE!!! 

Yilian too! Stop worrying about things like "not being able to open up" or anything else like that, just focus on your studies okay! Jiayous jiayous jiayous! ^^ I know you both can do it! COME ON! Show me your prowess! ^^ SHOW IT TO ME WOMEN!!

*le sighs*

I just realised school's gonna be reopening in three weeks time. I don't look forward to it at all. I feel like there's a lot of things that I've not done and I'm just so guilty about everything. :( I wish I can sort my time better sometimes. Urgh. Oh well, next sem onwards is gonna be mug mug mug! JIAYOUS! Amelia, you can do it! 

(DBSK's fangirling shall be minimised by a lot since I can't afford to waste my grades on fangirl life, as much as I love being a Cassie.)

I shall prove to everyone including myself that I'm not an idiot. I can manage my time well. I can do AAP or whatever animal module it is next semester. I CAN DO IT! BRING IT ON BETCHES~

*determined*

-full steam ahead-

Wednesday, March 27, 2013

rage

Didn't want to update my blog at first. It was either going to be a rage entry or an emo entry, of which I can't figure which it'll be yet so you'll just have to judge for yourself. 

Rage? I'm pretty angry at this point now. No wait. More like fucking annoyed. Why? Let me copy my post from Asianfanfics. (Yes I have a blog there.)

"I'm so tired of all these fan wars. Why did an action so simple blew out of proportion because of some fans' words? Okay, Tony Hong brought a YJ banner into the venue. Yes. So what? It's his freedom right? Can't even he choose what to bring in and what not to bring? And what now? Stans protest leading to a public apology from Tony Hong on Twitter. Seriously, what the hell is the problem?


Picture of Tony Hong with YJ banner



Zoom in pic of YJ banner


If you really don't believe in YunJae, quit making such a fuss about it. Why do you have to make things till they are that extreme? I don't get it. I don't even get why there is an article about Tony Hong and Jaejoong being boyfriends. Seriously? Seriously?? What the fuck? What is your problem? Gossiping about celebrities' sexuality shouldn't be considered as entertainment for fuck's sake. What the shit. What is this man seriously? WHAT IS THIS YOU TELL ME!? URGHHHHH!!!

I'm so frustrated and so pissed cause XinMSN actually took the original article from HongKong and translated it. Now, no offence to Hong Kong but there are sure a lot of tabloids in Hong Kong right? Kim Jaejoong being gay was somehow part of the vast multitude out there. To be honest, I really don't think that it would have caught anyone's attention but guess what? Now we have an English translated version of that article from XinMSN and English is one of the internationally spoken languages in the world.

Are you kidding me? Now this whole mess just blewed up for no reason at all! No reason! And not only Tony Hong's career is on the line. So is Jaejoong's and Yunho's reputation.

THAT'S WHY I WILL NEVER ENCOURAGE THEM TO COME OUT. Korea's a freaking homophobic country, they'll just be more hurt by the whole mess than its worth. -.- I'm seriously annoyed by this whole mess. What's worse? XinMSN is a news outlet that comes from Singapore. Yes Singapore. You don't get its significance? Then check my profile and see where I'm from!

SINGAPORE.

I'm so disgusted by it really and all XinMSN did was to say they translated the article from HK tabloid and expressed that they had no ill intent towards Jaejoong and his fans. SERIOUSLY? Don't they know that words have consequences? I'm just like.. wtf?

This whole mess has been blown out of proportion and stans are blaming YJS now. If you ask me who I side, I'll say let's just blame the freaking media for this. Exploiting others' weaknesses for entertainment.. Does the media truly exist for promoting the artistes? Or are they out there just to degrade them and ruin their reputation? With these turn of events, I never truly know anymore.

Just remember this: Words have power and cannot be taken back. For whatever you speak and whatever that leaves your lips, remember that you have to bear the consequences of it for life.

-entry ends in rage-"

This is what I posted on Asianfanfics. It's a whole huge mess, honestly.

Tony Hong tweeted this after the article was published:
@Tonyhong1004: ㅠㅠㅠㅠㅠㅠthe reporter write a fiction or what. What is this I've nothing to say. ㅠㅠㅠㅠStop it
Leave the poor dude alone man! GOD! I don't even want to know Jaejoong's reaction to this. URGHHH!!! Here's the original article btw. THANKS A LOT XIN MSN! 
I'm so pissed by this whole shit because I just feel like there are lots of problems just piling up and up on my plate and sometimes I just wish everyone will leave me the fuck alone. I overslept and missed my hamster's appointment today. I really had the urge to just take a fucking plate and rammed my head into it. How fucking responsible can I get? SERIOUSLY!
Fucking politics. Fucking decisions. Fucking everything. Getting more and more dumb. Getting more and more disorganised. Are there a lot of things on my mind? I DON'T EVEN KNOW ANYMORE! FUCKK!
#pissed  

Tuesday, March 26, 2013

emo emo emo

Today is not a good day. I was already late for work today and things.. Things just went downhill from there on. Politics, politics and freaking politics, whatever am I to do with you? I thought school was hell enough but lo and behold, now there's freaking politics in my work too. Yay!

Seriously, why the hell am I involved in this shit? I just want to work, earn money and live happily. Why am I asked to make a decision? To stay in Square 2 or to leave for West Coast Plaza, I really have no idea. One's a pool filled with shark while another's a pool filled with jellyfishes. One's visible threats, the other's invisible. You won't know it till you get stunk. Who to choose, which to pick? I really have no idea.

Right now, I'm just tired. Tired of all this shit. Went back to Bliss today with Sheryl and actually kinda "quarreled" with Jennifer. Okay. I don't know anymore. Seriously? More politics? I know. Technically what Jennifer said is right, and that is what sickens me the most: the fact that I can't even bring myself to act properly in public. Like what the fuck? Why am I always like this?

Sorry if this entry is a bit emo, I'm just tired I guess? Frontal lobe has not been working these days and Michelle's been asking if there are a lot of things on my mind since I've become more absentminded these few days. I don't know. There are stuff on my mind I guess? Decisions I have to make, fears and insecurities, I have them as any other people out there. In fact, I have lesser of them than an average person, so why am I being like this? I really don't get it.

I should quit being ungrateful about my life seriously. My life is perfect, what more do I need? I have a great family, wonderful friends, and at least I'm not jobless. So what the hell am I going on about? I really have no idea. Fuck me. Am going to end this pointless and weird entry here.

P.S. I now have 101 subscribers for Asianfanfics, but why doesn't that fill me with great joy? I don't get myself. 有时候,我真的很怕我们之间的友情再也挽不回来了。。

Monday, March 25, 2013

Sunday, March 24, 2013

Next week schedule

Yo peeps. :) Aren't you glad to see me blog? Lol. If you aren't, well, go ahead and get lost haha! See if I give a single fuck. :D Sheryl was just saying yesterday that to her, I was more of like a 'mentor' position to her. It was then that I realised, Nelli's not the first person I 'nagged' haha. I usually do nag my friends a lot. Well, except for a few. Namely, Sien and Shimin. HAHA!

It's not that I don't care about them or anything like that. Don't get the wrong idea okay? (especially Sien if she sees this entry. She quotes me on EVERYTHING!)  So yes, it's more like.. urgh.. I don't know how to describe this. Okay, let's try this.

Michelle and I are probably like Jaejoong and Yoochun. Yeps that's it. Soul mates. Yilian and I are like.. erm.. Yoochun and Yunho? A little awkward sometimes but we'll always be there for each other. :) Shimin and I are like Yunho and Jaejoong. I can't seem to think of any other pairing but them. Always honest with each other and never beating around the bush. It's like we hardly compliment each other but if we do, we know it's because we really do mean it. Sien and I are like Yoochun and Changmin if that makes sense. :D Like she's most probably the 'Changmin' and me the 'Yoochun' though I still stand by on what I said that she resembles Jaejoong the most. Elsie and I are like Changmin and Junsu. Always fooling around LOL! Sheryl and I are like no one in DBSK so we're unique rofl. Tingwei and I, erm.. I guess Yoosu? Yeps. Yoochun and Junsu. :D We're always goofing around.

And for Nelli and Carity, no one in DBSK can describe them either. Carity's my mentor in life and Nelli's just, idk how to describe. Just there? I don't know. Vivian, on the other hand, is a much much purer friendship though. :D She's just so innocent.. I wish I can be like her sometimes. Anyway, here's my schedule for next week:

Monday: 12pm-11pm

Tuesday: OFF! (Father's birthday)

Wednesday: 11am-11pm

Thursday: 12pm-11pm

Friday: 1pm-11pm

Saturday: 12pm-11pm

Sunday: 12pm-11pm

What an excellent schedule lol! On the other hand, I'm pretty much adjusting to work life already. OH YEAH~ :D :D I'm kinda glad for it. Now, let's just pray that I'm able to remember to take off for Michelle's birthday or I'll really kill and fuck myself upside down. Yeps. You got that right.

URGGHHHH. Frontal lobe, frontal lobe, please stop doing this to me! T^T

Ciaos.

Saturday, March 23, 2013

TIRREEEDD :'(

Yo peeps. Here I am again. Updating this blog for no reason other than my self satisfication. I'm seriously damn tired out from work. The working hours is.. terrible I guess? And I think I'm really crazy cause I keep giving the person free reign over my schedule and I only have one off day per week now. Oh well. My schedule for next week:

Monday: Work

Tuesday: Father's birthday

Wednesday: Work

Thursday: Work

Friday: Work

Saturday: Work

Sunday: Work

Excellent? Why do I always end up being a workaholic lol? I'm always working. I'm pissing myself off now haha. I wanted to find a day to go shopping with Michelle and hang out with Sien after she's back from Taiwan but look what I've done now. -.- I'm also supposed to accompany Elsie to buy contacts and go to the beach one day with Shimin they all. Seriously, Amelia, you're getting more and more mentally retarded.

Hell, my frontal lobe's screwed these days. My memory's worse than any creature out there. My hamsters probably have better memory than me. Speaking of which, I have not washed my hamsters' cages for weeks now. GAWD! Amelia what are you doing? *disappointed*

Anyway, fic for Mihan's already up in the previous blog post if you didn't know. :) Please, especially Shimin, you ask me to write it, then freaking comment. I don't know. If nobody comments I just get very disinterested to continue it haha. I mean, heck, I'm not even updating my own YunJae fics yet I'm doing this. *sighs* I didn't even wash my hamsters' cages. How responsible of me, a potential veterinarian in the future lol!

All the pets are gonna get killed by me. MUAHAHAHHA! Btw, Mayflower Concert Band's SYF is on the 5 of April. Go visit them if you like. :) That's all. I'm gonna surf the net a while longer before finally going to bed. I'm just so tired. At least work's giving my sleep schedule back lol. Bye peeps. :)

P.S. I already have 93 subscribers on Asianfanfics. 7 more to my goal for this year! ^^

UPDATED: I've installed a tagboard for you guys on the Mihan's story fic le. SO DONT TELL ME YOU LAZY LOG INTO BLOGGER. Thanks. :D

Friday, March 22, 2013

Mihan's Story

Hey yo peeps. This is gonna be a real short update since I'm knackered out. :D So Shimin has been suggesting to me about this pairing called Mihan and I finally decided to write it. Yay! Yippee woo~ I've gotta say this first though, priority goes to my Phone Call fic. I need to finish that first before school starts lol.

So link's here if you wanna read some Mihan. Wait. What's Mihan? Mihan is basically Michelle and Chee han. I actually paired them up together HAHAHA! I didn't use their real names though. Michelle's name is Kuori which means shell in Finnish and Kevan's Kevan LOL. ;D I just use his name Kevan. :)

Alright. *yawns* I'm getting sleepy. Ciaos. ^^

Tuesday, March 19, 2013

annoyed

I'm gonna start off with this entry by mentioning that I'm fucking annoyed right now. Why? Why you ask? Cause my flipping earphones decided to give out on me. Yes. It is now freaking spoiled right now. I managed to break the speakers. OH GEE! Seriously. -.-

Julian didn't show up today cause he overslept but it was surprisingly okay haha. I really learned a lot. :) Best thing still, I met a Cassie so all is fine.

Except for my bloody earphones and my stupid farking memory.

I mean seriously, I rescheduled my timings with everybody for like three farking times all because I can't remember I'm meeting who I'm meeting and at when. EVEN MY FATHER'S BIRTHDAY. What the bloody fuck. I should just go bang the wall and die die die die!!

Sorry. I'm just a tad annoyed with myself right now. #totalunderstatement

Best thing? Work's gonna start from 12pm tomorrow instead. If I survive tomorrow, I will give you all a kiss. REALLY. A kiss. A hug. WHATEVER IT IS NAME IT. Farking tired of this shit.

Why am I so forgetful? -.-

Always remembering the things I shouldn't and forgetting the things I should. Urk. I'm just so irritated with self now.

No sense of time management. Yeps. That's me alright.

TIREDD! :'(

Not gonna blog for today cause I'm really tired from work. We took a cab back home cause our work ended after 11. Tired. Tired. Tired. I would just mention here how weird it was for me cause Sien's not texting me LOL It's like I keep thinking someone's texting me but in fact there isn't. Oh well, she's in Taiwan enjoying herself and I'm gonna get my goodies! ^^

(unless she really meant what she said by that fugly postcard.)

Anyway, good luck to Shimin, Nena and Sien for their results tomorrow and also good luck to Yilian for her theory test which I'm not sure if it's over or not. BAD FRIEND. Yes I know lol. Working today with Sheryl was surprisingly okay. I mean, don't get me wrong, previously in Bliss it was hell so now at Quiznos and Tully was surprisingly better. I mean I was the one cussing most of the time haha.

So this concludes my day and this short post. I just realised. I said I wouldn't blog and yet here I am blogging. GENIUS AMELIA, TOTAL GENIUS. -.- Tomorrow's gonna be volunteering at Children's Home so yay yay yay! So looking forward to it. :) Oh, Nelli's probably gonna be promoting Jumelia if I say this but yes, Julian's gonna be there. I won't be terribly bored at least haha. :D

SO yeah, bye peeps. :)

Monday, March 18, 2013

Hanging out with Shimin

Yo peeps. :) Went to roadshow with Shimin to look at those precious adorable cats and oh God. ^^ THEY ARE SO ADORABLE~ I love them!! The dogs are cute too and the gerbils.. OMG I didn't know they had black ones. :) I'm so so happy! I WANNA REAR A BLACK GERBIL NEXT TIME! Totally bad ass can? Anyway, without further ado, pictures ahead~


















The last picture is just so cute. In case you don't know or can't tell (like if you're blind or something), the kitten is actually leaning its paw on the other kitten and both of them are asleep. SO EFFING CUTE! *dies of cuteness overload*

So yeah, after that Shimin and I grabbed some Old Chang Kee and we headed to the swings opposite the library and just swinged our day away. Shimin suggested a pairing for me to write. I'm not sure if I'm gonna write it or not but considering that weird ideas are now currently running through my head.. Gosh! Don't you just hate it when that happens? I always say I won't write it and yet in the end? I always end up writing it. :( I'm screwed ain't I?

Yeps, so that's it. A short update cause I can't seem to type fast today and my hands are moving extremely slow. Ciaos! :D

Saturday, March 16, 2013

Second day of work

Today's work's definitely more intense than yesterday's. I've upgraded from wiping tables to like collecting sandwiches and cutting vegetables and onions. Oh speaking of that, cutting onions will really lead you to crying man. It's not a myth anymore. Do you know how irritating was it for me to cry and cut then cry again?

The guy colleague whatever his name is was looking at me weirdly and I was just tearing. I NEVER CRIED SO MUCH IN MY WHOLE ENTIRE LIFE. Of course. I know last time when we were young and trying to act cool, we actually went around cutting onions to prove that we didn't cry and that it was just a lame myth.

BUT IT'S SO TRUE I'M TELLING YA!

I had like a bucket of onions to cut and I was just tearing like a bitch. Feeling so idiotic now that I think about. :( I actually just kept blinking those tears away and cutting the onions cause I didn't want to lose to the onions. I think I'm utterly lame. What the hell is wrong with me lol? I'm fighting with inanimate objects. 

Oh! And today, I finally took my break! My colleague, Kenneth, made for me a sandwich and I got to pick the ingredients. YEEAAAAAH~ All hard work is worth it now. :D 

My choice of ingredients:

1. 6 inch Parmesan bread
2. Bacon
3. Cheese
4. Mushrooms
5. Chicken
6. Tomato
7. Lettuce

Kenneth said I'll get fat if I continue eating like that but I was like, "I DON'T CARE." lol. ^^ Who cares about getting fat when there's awesome food and it's free? You tell me? Who freaking cares? I'm so happy about the meal LOL. One picture for you that is so blur that you can't see anything. Blame it on sucky phone camera.





Oh, and I get free drinks too so it's super mega awesome! OH YEAH~ :D *satisfied*

Few updates for you guys, Michelle's now working as a banquet server so her working hours are from like 6pm - 12am/1am. Sien's probably now on the plane or boat to Taiwan. SAY HI TO SOUVENIRS FROM TAIWAN! Yeah~ So wish Michelle good luck on her job and wish Sien bon voyage oh yeah~ Sien will be back by next Sunday in which I'll be dead by then.

More importantly, I have 82 subscribers now on Asianfanfics. THIS IS SO MEGA AWESOME OMG!! :DD I'm so happy~ People like my writing. that's the biggest satisfaction ever. Funny how Tingwei actually went and read them and said she didn't understand a thing cause she didn't know who was who. HAHA. Tingwei's so cute. :D Anyway, since she doesn't know and every friend of Amelia needs to know who they are. here we go, a self introduction of DBSK's members:



Shim Changmin (born February 18, 1988),[1] also known by his stage name Max Changmin, is a Korean singer, songwriter, model and occasional actor best known as the youngest member of South Korean boyband, now duo, TVXQ. He is managed under music labels SM Entertainment in South Korea and Avex Trax in Japan. He is the first Korean to be nominated for the Hochi Film Awards in Japan for his role in Fly With the Gold.

Credits: Wikipedia


Jung Yunho (Hangul: 정윤호; Hanja: 鄭允浩; born February 6, 1986), also known by his stage name U-Know Yunho, is a Korean singer and occasional actor. He is also known as leader of the South Korean boyband TVXQ.

Credits: Wikipedia



Kim Jaejoong (Hangul: 김재중; Hanja: 金在中; born on January 26, 1986 as Han Jaejun), also known by his stage name Hero Jaejoong, is a Korean singer-songwriter, actor, and director.

Best known as a member of the Korean pop group JYJ and one of the original members of TVXQ, he has branched out to act in dramas including Sunao ni Narenakute, Protect the Boss, and most recently Dr. Jin, and in films such as Heaven's Postman and Jackal is Coming. He was also the Executive Director for JYJ's 2011 Worldwide Tour and the 2011 LG Whisen Rhythmic All Stars.

Credits: Wikipedia


Park Yoochun (Hangul: 박유천, Hanja: 朴有天; born June 4, 1986), also known by his stage name Micky Yoochun (in South Korea), is a Korean singer, rapper, composer, songwriter, model and actor. Yoochun is currently a member of the popular South Korean pop group JYJ but debuted as a member of South Korean boy band TVXQ.

Credits: Wikipedia


Kim Junsu (Hangul: 김준수; Hanja: 金俊秀; born 15 December 1986; registered on 1 January 1987[1]), also known by his stage name Xiah (pronounced "see-ah") or Xia Junsu, is a South Korean singer, songwriter, and stage actor. Best known as a former member of popular South Korean boy band TVXQ, he's currently active as one of the member of pop group JYJ.

Junsu debuted in 2003 under SM Entertainment, one of the biggest record label and talent agency in South Korea. As a member of TVXQ, he has released four Korean albums, four Japanese albums, thirty Japanese singles and several Korean singles. In July 2009, Junsu and fellow TVXQ members at the time Kim Jaejoong and Park Yoochun filed a lawsuit against SM Entertainment, arguing that their exclusive contracts were unilaterally disadvantageous towards the artists and should be invalidated. 

The Seoul Central District Court ruled in favor of the three and granted an injunction suspending their contracts in October 2009. Junsu subsequently debuted as a member of JYJ (formerly known as JUNSU/JEJUNG/YUCHUN in Japan).[2] As JYJ, he has released one English album, one Korean album, one Japanese and one Korean EPs. Junsu began his stage career in 2010 playing Wolfgang Mozart, the lead role in musical Mozart!.[3] The same year, he released a Japanese solo single titled Xiah. In May 2012, he released his first full-length solo studio album, Tarantallegra and followed up the release of the album with a world tour.

Credits: Wikipedia

Yeps, so that's it for today. I hope that after this blogpost, Tingwei, Elsie and Yilian can at least recognise DBSK's members individually and know who my bias is. What? I didn't mention my bias? Go figure then~ It should be very obvious if you think of my twitter name. :D

That's it. Ciaos. ^^

Friday, March 15, 2013

First day of work :)

Hey peeps. Today's my first day of work but before I talk about that, let's talk about my date with Tingwei. ^^ We met up at AMK hub ate Yong Tau Foo and headed on to Somerset for our comfort food since we scored terribly well for this semester. Yes, I'm being sarcastic. What? I can't be? Ziyan's way worse okay. She went like HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA and then said it was bitter laughter. I'm speechless lol. So yeah, back to the main point. COMFORT FOOD~






I took one particular unglam photo of Tingwei but she wouldn't let me publish here. Go beg her for it haha. Pester her! *evil* I really wanna upload that okay? But she forbid me so.. :( sob sob. The food wasn't really nice in the end though. I mean sure, the macha ice cream was awesome but the abekawa totally sucked. It was horrible. I'm so disappointed lol. Btw, the place is Dolce Tokyo which is a branch of MOF or something like that so go there if you want. Just remember, don't eat the abekawa.

After that I had to rush for work since I was almost late for it. How's work? I bet you guys are all thinking that right now. I only have one sentence to describe it: Work can suck a dick as far as I'm concerned. Seriously. It has extremely long hours and I'm just so bored and so tired I want to lay down and rest. Or maybe it's because I haven't work in a while that's why. I don't know. Fatigue fatigue fatigue~ :(

What did I do today? Cleaned tables, arranged chairs, washed all the dishes and cleared the bloody trash. God. Washing all the dishes is what did me in man. THERE WAS LIKE NEVER ENDING DISHES I WAS SO FED UP I WAS SCRUBBING THE OIL AND GREASE OFF WHILE THINKING OF MONICA FACE CAUSE SHE SUCKS ASS COCK FOR GIVING EVERYBODY SUCH A LOW GRADE FOR CSAS.

I should start a fanfic called 101 ways to kill Assfucked Teachers LOL. I'll bet cha I'll get tons of subscribers cause this world's just full of too many shitty teachers man. They don't have a life, they torture us, we become no lifers, we die, they walk off scathe free, we suffer. WHO WIN IN THE END? They! Damn it. :(  Irritating.

Anyway, as I was telling Sien, I think I'm really crazy when I gave my next week schedule to the guy manager. I said only Tues cannot work and I gave him free reign over the timing. He asked me the second time to bloody confirm and I nodded my head. I'm a bloody fucking idiot. I know. Vulgarities again huh? Screw you! If I can't even say it at home, at work, at least let me say it here before I pull out all the hairs on my head and go crazy okay?

Back to my point, I think I'm really insane, mad or any other word to describe crazy. Oh! Off the bonkers. Yeps. That's it. I've gone around the bend. I'm really mad mad mad mad mad absolutely mad cause I can't find another reason why would I want to work so many days when the working hours are so LOOONNNNNGGG.

I'm insane and that's that. *sighs* I can cry already. From now on, work's gonna be the bane of my life. :( On the other hand I did meet some nice people so it's kinda cool? Some people were not so nice but let's not think about them shall we? I don't give a flying shit about them lol.

So this concludes my post for today on my first day of work. I just realised I never actually announced where I work so here goes: Quiznos and Tully's in one bloody outlet in Novena Square 2. So go on, visit me there and watch me fuck everything up. Be my guest~

That's it for today. I've gotta rush out my update for The Phone Call fanfic. Remember last time I said I'll update? Turns out I didn't cause I found a new couple to fangirl over. I'm insane. They are a real life gay couple on Youtube that does daily vlogs. Link here. Check them out! ^^

Anyway, I really gotta go now. Ciaos! :)

Thursday, March 14, 2013

HAPPY~


This is taken from the song Realm of Secret. Link here.

Okay, so I was feeling pretty sad about all my results and stuff and I really didn't want to reply to any texts so I was just chilling out at home when I remembered that I had to go and submit my work documents to Clarke Quay.

Seriously?

I didn't even want to leave the house! I mean, let a girl emo please. I even got addicted to the song Fated by TVXQ cause I felt like my bad results were fated and I could do nothing to change it. But what choice do I have? I ended up leaving the house again to Clarke Quay.

I was just about to set Fated on repeat on my phone when annoyingly I clicked on the In Our Time instead. I hate that song. It always cheers me up somehow. :( Was feeling so so sad until I heard that song and my lips could not help but curve into a smile.

"La la la la la~"

It didn't even have much lyrics, yet it managed to cheer me up. That's the power of Yunho and Changmin man. Pewdiepie can never win that. HAHA. That's why I'm a Cassie and not a bro. :) Cause Cassiopeia is really like one big family and DB5K will be part of my life forever, giving me support and strength. :)

To top the cake, I've got 70 subscribers for Asianfanfics now. :) The subscribers comments and wall posts just makes me so happy. They said my fic was beautiful and it made them cry. That's the biggest compliment to me ever. :) So happy when I saw it. :D I keep making my readers cry though haha. :D I've been making them cry since Changmin patched up with Junsu and Yoochun. 

*emoshinki*

 Still, I'm feeling so much happier now. Yes, the future may be tough, dark and bleak but I still gotta keep believing huh? Besides, grades don't matter that much anyway. I was so sad back then that I couldn't get into the same school as Elsie and Winnie but hey, if not for getting into Mayflower would I have met Tingwei, Yilian, Sien and Michelle? I probably wouldn't. I've got to be thankful for that right?

Cause though life can get shitty sometimes, it's the people who walk this shit road with you that matter. :)

I'm thankful for that. Now chiong chiong chiong~ It's a new beginning and a new life. Tomorrow's work's from 2pm-11pm. AMELIA YOU CAN DO IT!! ^^

(Let me update my Phone Call fic before readers kill me first.)

Ciaos.

Fated TVXQ




TVXQ Fated English Translation:

Someone said, A man has way of life It's strong but fragile
Everything's fated Everything's fated

A silent sound rising up from somewhere
Forced to go round and round 


Red blood pulsing hard in this chest
If someday there is a view at the end of the world…

Is it a dream I held beyond the time?
And, close my eyes, are these tears remnants of the warmth I’ve let go of?

 

Everything’s Fated Fated Your way of life
It’s Fated Fated Show it to me
It’s Fated Fated Fated
 

Everything’s Fated Fated The full bloom
It’s Fated Fated will fall
It’s Fated Fated It’s Fated

 

oh hey guys! Whatcha gonna do?
oh hey guys! Whatcha gonna do?
oh hey guys! Whatcha gonna do?
oh hey guys! Whatcha gonna do?
oh hey guys! Whatcha gonna do?
oh hey guys! Whatcha gonna do?

 

Everything’s Fated Fated Your way of life
It’s Fated Fated Show it to me
It’s Fated Fated Fated
 

Everything’s Fated Fated The full bloom
It’s Fated Fated will fall
It’s Fated Fated It’s Fated

 

Beyond the sadness is a brilliance
Only those who have passed through know
 

Parting and meeting again Even in the fight for tomorrow
everything’s alright. It’s the aesthetics of this way of life

 

oh hey guys! Whatcha gonna do?
oh hey guys! Whatcha gonna do?
oh hey guys! Whatcha gonna do?

 

Your mother’s soul you’re breathing
Your father’s mind you’ve inherited
The spirit you live with until that day
 

You’re hurt by love but don’t want to live throwing away love
In my mind I can hear that melody
Close my eyes and sing a love song for those I should protect
 

Everything’s Fated Fated Your way of life
It’s Fated Fated Show it to me
It’s Fated Fated Fated
 

Everything’s Fated Fated The full bloom
It’s Fated Fated will fall
It’s Fated Fated It’s Fated

 

Beyond the sadness is a light
Only those who have passed through know
 

Parting and meeting again Even in the fight for tomorrow
everything’s alright. It’s the aesthetics of this way of life

 

Someone said, A man has way of life
Everything's fated Everything's fated

Beyond the sadness is a light
Only those who have passed through know
 

Parting and meeting again Even in the fight for tomorrow
everything’s alright. It’s the aesthetics of this way of life

 

Everything’s Fated Fated Your way of life
It’s Fated Fated Show it to me
It’s Fated Fated Fated
 

Everything’s Fated Fated The full bloom
It’s Fated Fated will fall
It’s Fated Fated It’s Fated

"Everything's fated fated. It's fated fated."



Fuck you results. Go suck a dick and stop bothering me. For once just get out of my life and disappear forever, ok? Had enough of your stinking face rubbing it in how I didn't study so just take your scrawny ass and get the fuck out of my life. Much appreciated thanks. :)

And if anyone who's curious about my results asks me about it, be prepared to make a will first.

UPDATE: I figured some of you guys might still ask anyway so I'm posting my results here so that no one will ask me and that your curiosity can be satisfied. 

Human Physiology and Immunology: B+

Cell Biology: B

Animal Anatomy and Physiology: B

CSAS 2 (That betch): B

Basic Microbiology: A

China Studies: B+

GPA: 3.37

cGPA: 3.49

Now, stop asking me and leave me alone!