BYEBYE -MARIAH CAREY
This is for my peoples who just lost somebody
Your best friend, your baby, your man, or your lady
Put your hand way up high
We will never say bye (no, no, no)
Mamas, daddies, sisters, brothers, friends and cousins
This is for my peoples who lost their grandmothers
Lift your head to the sky 'cause we will never say bye
As a child there were them times
I didn't get it but you kept me in line
I didn't know why you didn't show up sometimes
On Sunday mornings, and I missed you
But I'm glad we talked through
All them grown folk things
Separation brings
You never let me know it
You never let it show because
You loved me and obviously
There's so much more left to say
If you were with me today face to face
[Chorus:]
I never knew I could hurt like this
And everyday life goes on like
"I wish I could talk to you for awhile"
Miss you but I try not to cry
As time goes by
And it's true that you've reached a better place
Still I'd give the world to see your face
And I'm right here next to you
But it's like you're gone too soon
Now the hardest thing to do is say bye bye
(Bye Bye [3x])
Bye bye
And you never got the chance to see how good I've done
And you never got to see me back at number one
I wish that you were here to celebrate together
I wish that we could spend the holidays together
I remember when you used to tuck me in at night
With the Teddy Bear you gave to me that I held so tight
I thought you were so strong
You'd make it through whatever
It's so hard to accept the fact you're gone forever
[Chorus]
(bye bye bye bye bye bye [3x])
Bye bye
This is for my peoples who just lost somebody
Your best friend, your baby, your man, or your lady
Put your hand way up high
We will never say bye (no, no, no)
Mamas, daddies, sisters, brothers, friends and cousins
This is for my peoples who lost their grandmothers
Lift your head to the sky 'cause we will never say bye
[Chorus]
Credits: http://www.azlyrics.com/lyrics/mariahcarey/byebye.html
This is really goodbye. It's really goodbye... ...
:'(
I think it finally sank in that my grandmother died.
She's gone forever...
And I miss her.
This just seems so unreal.
My grandmother... ...
I tried to be strong, and I tried not to cry, but everywhere I go and everything I do reminds me of her.
My lovely strong grandmother, rest in peace.
Monday, May 30, 2011
Sunday, May 29, 2011
Thursday, May 26, 2011
Wednesday, May 25, 2011
I'm tired.
I really didn't know I was worrying all this while. No wonder I feel drained these days.
Will it end? Everything? The lies, the illusions, the unending faith... ...
Seems like my life became a drama serial ever since I met you. There was never one day mundane and boring.
With you, it was always infuriating and annoying or sad and heartwrenching.
Sighs.
I just wish all of my problems will go away.
I really didn't know I was worrying all this while. No wonder I feel drained these days.
Will it end? Everything? The lies, the illusions, the unending faith... ...
Seems like my life became a drama serial ever since I met you. There was never one day mundane and boring.
With you, it was always infuriating and annoying or sad and heartwrenching.
Sighs.
I just wish all of my problems will go away.
Tuesday, May 24, 2011
WISH
Now, I put your wish into me,
When it becomes hard for you, I'll hold onto your hand,
I do not exist in your heart, you believe you're alone,
Just like how this cruel world wants you to think
So easily, you let go while showing your cold heart,
I'll be your comfort, is it okay? (So you're not afraid)
Oh love is strong, don't be scared, trust me, and one day (one day),
A world we can't even describe is approaching you
If you find your way through the dark path you've been thrown on, your life will become different,
Even if you fall due to being exhausted, do you see me in front of you? The person who'll be willing to let you stay?
Even your mornings, which disappear within the pouring rain (You'll be alright),
Even the distress you've fallen into, is medicine for your life
So easily, the path we can't go back to,
Far away, although you're scared, we can make it through together
If you find your way through the dark path you've been thrown on, your life will become different,
Even if you fall due to being exhausted, do you see me in front of you? The person who'll be willing to let you stay?
In your memories, in your heart, in your innocent dreams,
Even if your dreams fell into a maze, you had spread your wings,
Even the pain you've experienced, the time you've cried,
Put them in your heart, just hold them in,
And one day, you'll be able to smile
I believe that you can do it,
It's a wish I can't erase,
I'll hold onto your hand,
So you can shine brightly
If you find your way through the dark path you've been thrown on, your life will become different,
Even if you fall due to being exhausted, do you see me in front of you? The person who'll be willing to let you stay?
Credits: http://dbskarchives.blogspot.com/2008/11/wish.html
I wish someone will say that to me. (:
Now, I put your wish into me,
When it becomes hard for you, I'll hold onto your hand,
I do not exist in your heart, you believe you're alone,
Just like how this cruel world wants you to think
So easily, you let go while showing your cold heart,
I'll be your comfort, is it okay? (So you're not afraid)
Oh love is strong, don't be scared, trust me, and one day (one day),
A world we can't even describe is approaching you
If you find your way through the dark path you've been thrown on, your life will become different,
Even if you fall due to being exhausted, do you see me in front of you? The person who'll be willing to let you stay?
Even your mornings, which disappear within the pouring rain (You'll be alright),
Even the distress you've fallen into, is medicine for your life
So easily, the path we can't go back to,
Far away, although you're scared, we can make it through together
If you find your way through the dark path you've been thrown on, your life will become different,
Even if you fall due to being exhausted, do you see me in front of you? The person who'll be willing to let you stay?
In your memories, in your heart, in your innocent dreams,
Even if your dreams fell into a maze, you had spread your wings,
Even the pain you've experienced, the time you've cried,
Put them in your heart, just hold them in,
And one day, you'll be able to smile
I believe that you can do it,
It's a wish I can't erase,
I'll hold onto your hand,
So you can shine brightly
If you find your way through the dark path you've been thrown on, your life will become different,
Even if you fall due to being exhausted, do you see me in front of you? The person who'll be willing to let you stay?
Credits: http://dbskarchives.blogspot.com/2008/11/wish.html
I wish someone will say that to me. (:
Monday, May 23, 2011
Play properly and concentrate for a few hours, is that too much to ask for? Sometimes, I wonder.
Hearing Timlin and Jason play today, all I felt was disappointment. I know that they can play so much better! And yet, they lack the confidence, they lack the practice.
Timlin and Jason, if you guys are ever reading this, KNOW THAT IT IS TIME TO WORK HARD! Catch up on your tuba skills, cause you guys are seriously lagging behind.
Sighs.
What will become of Mayflower Concert Band?
1 clarinet, 2 bass clarinets, 3 flutes, 2 bassoons, 6(?) saxophones, 1 oboe, 1 horn, 1 trombone, 1 trumpet and 2 tubas.
Let's neglect the percussionists for a second here cause I don't know who I can count in as a regular member besides Carol and Yanjia.
All together membership = 22 members.
Plus the sec ones, we only have about 30+ members.
Sighs. Reality is depressing. I don't know what to do anymore.
How to make Mayflower Concert Band resume its former glory?
Why has it fell to this state?
And, how to teach my juniors so that they can be more independent?
:(
I'm an emotional wreck now.
Hearing Timlin and Jason play today, all I felt was disappointment. I know that they can play so much better! And yet, they lack the confidence, they lack the practice.
Timlin and Jason, if you guys are ever reading this, KNOW THAT IT IS TIME TO WORK HARD! Catch up on your tuba skills, cause you guys are seriously lagging behind.
Sighs.
What will become of Mayflower Concert Band?
1 clarinet, 2 bass clarinets, 3 flutes, 2 bassoons, 6(?) saxophones, 1 oboe, 1 horn, 1 trombone, 1 trumpet and 2 tubas.
Let's neglect the percussionists for a second here cause I don't know who I can count in as a regular member besides Carol and Yanjia.
All together membership = 22 members.
Plus the sec ones, we only have about 30+ members.
Sighs. Reality is depressing. I don't know what to do anymore.
How to make Mayflower Concert Band resume its former glory?
Why has it fell to this state?
And, how to teach my juniors so that they can be more independent?
:(
I'm an emotional wreck now.
Sunday, May 22, 2011
My time with band is running out, yet I do not feel sad, cause I know that I won't let it end here. I will definitely continue playing my tuba.
Thank heavens I have understanding parents though, even if my mum nags at me every single time.
Her favorite sentence: Band band band. 整天都是去 band! 怎样读书 我问你？
But in the end, she still raised no objections when I go band. Cute right? LOL. It's like why bother nagging in the first place?
It's okay though. I prefer it this way. It's when she stops nagging that I'll get a bit scared. That'll be when she's real pissed, and I do not wish to experience that.
Still, it is a fact that my results suck like shit now. I guess I have to TRY and start studying, an idea I do not even wish to contemplate.
Just thinking about the word: Studying, makes me wanna puke.
Truly, STUDYING = STUdent DYING
But man, I have to prove to my parents that I'm worth their trust, that I can manage between both my CCA and my studies.
I also do not wish to hear Ms Mok nagging at me either due to my WONDERFUL results.
So conclusion, I MUST STUDY HARD AND GET GOOD RESULTS.
JIAYOUS! (:
只要相信爱会战过一切，那已足够了。
Thank heavens I have understanding parents though, even if my mum nags at me every single time.
Her favorite sentence: Band band band. 整天都是去 band! 怎样读书 我问你？
But in the end, she still raised no objections when I go band. Cute right? LOL. It's like why bother nagging in the first place?
It's okay though. I prefer it this way. It's when she stops nagging that I'll get a bit scared. That'll be when she's real pissed, and I do not wish to experience that.
Still, it is a fact that my results suck like shit now. I guess I have to TRY and start studying, an idea I do not even wish to contemplate.
Just thinking about the word: Studying, makes me wanna puke.
Truly, STUDYING = STUdent DYING
But man, I have to prove to my parents that I'm worth their trust, that I can manage between both my CCA and my studies.
I also do not wish to hear Ms Mok nagging at me either due to my WONDERFUL results.
So conclusion, I MUST STUDY HARD AND GET GOOD RESULTS.
JIAYOUS! (:
只要相信爱会战过一切，那已足够了。
Saturday, May 21, 2011
The more you expect, the more disappointment you get.
I tried to believe, but all I got was lies in return.
So much for studying hard = good results...
Next time, I'm not studying. I can be a bloody nurse.
Mood bad ttm.
And not to mention the fact that Chinese O levels are approaching, and I'm totally not prepared.
In other words, I totally rock.
Oops. There's parents meeting too. -.-
Seriously man. I wanna fucking get out of this hell hole.
Is this even a life?
You study and you study, and you cannot afford to fail or you won't go into a good JC or poly, and if your education is not good enough, you won't get a high-paying job.
Is our livelihood really that dependent on our results? Is it? Will we die of starvation if we simply fail any subjects?
Sometimes, I really wonder. Also, TELL ME HOW ONE FREAKING APPLIES ALGEBRA IN REALITY?
It cannot be...
Buyer: Auntie, I wanna buy oranges but I only got Q dollars and it says 3 oranges for 1 dollar. So how many oranges can I buy in terms of Q?
IT CAN'T BE LIKE THAT RIGHT?!
The auntie will just slap you in the face.
Seriously, most of the stuff we learn now are not applicable in reality, so why are we even learning it? I see no sense.
But man, this just downright sucks. Not getting any good results and failing two subjects makes me wanna bang my head against the wall.
5 more months to O levels, how am I gonna pull through? (I finally understand why people will commit suicide after O levels)
Can I even pass my results with flying colours?
That's the bonus question.
Sighs. Life just sucks.
I tried to believe, but all I got was lies in return.
So much for studying hard = good results...
Next time, I'm not studying. I can be a bloody nurse.
Mood bad ttm.
And not to mention the fact that Chinese O levels are approaching, and I'm totally not prepared.
In other words, I totally rock.
Oops. There's parents meeting too. -.-
Seriously man. I wanna fucking get out of this hell hole.
Is this even a life?
You study and you study, and you cannot afford to fail or you won't go into a good JC or poly, and if your education is not good enough, you won't get a high-paying job.
Is our livelihood really that dependent on our results? Is it? Will we die of starvation if we simply fail any subjects?
Sometimes, I really wonder. Also, TELL ME HOW ONE FREAKING APPLIES ALGEBRA IN REALITY?
It cannot be...
Buyer: Auntie, I wanna buy oranges but I only got Q dollars and it says 3 oranges for 1 dollar. So how many oranges can I buy in terms of Q?
IT CAN'T BE LIKE THAT RIGHT?!
The auntie will just slap you in the face.
Seriously, most of the stuff we learn now are not applicable in reality, so why are we even learning it? I see no sense.
But man, this just downright sucks. Not getting any good results and failing two subjects makes me wanna bang my head against the wall.
5 more months to O levels, how am I gonna pull through? (I finally understand why people will commit suicide after O levels)
Can I even pass my results with flying colours?
That's the bonus question.
Sighs. Life just sucks.
Thursday, May 19, 2011
Results suck like hell, tralala~
Originally, I wanted to post my results up. But now, due to my selective memory, I can't remember. So yup. Deal with it.
Sian. Feel like crying over my results, but just can't. What the hell is wrong with me? lol.
But still, though I expected that I wouldn't score well, it still hits me pretty hard.
Failure = Loser.
Maybe I've always been one all this while, or maybe I ain't.
Maybe it's just a matter of mindset. Yeah right, willpower. -.-
This just sucks, and to think I'm gonna take O levels in 6 months time.
Screw everything.
I'm sorry for loving you too much that I gave it all up for you to receive nothing in return. I knew that it was an unfair deal, and yet I still did it. Call me the greatest fool ever, cause I really am.
Please, will it kill you to start showing concern for me once?
Originally, I wanted to post my results up. But now, due to my selective memory, I can't remember. So yup. Deal with it.
Sian. Feel like crying over my results, but just can't. What the hell is wrong with me? lol.
But still, though I expected that I wouldn't score well, it still hits me pretty hard.
Failure = Loser.
Maybe I've always been one all this while, or maybe I ain't.
Maybe it's just a matter of mindset. Yeah right, willpower. -.-
This just sucks, and to think I'm gonna take O levels in 6 months time.
Screw everything.
I'm sorry for loving you too much that I gave it all up for you to receive nothing in return. I knew that it was an unfair deal, and yet I still did it. Call me the greatest fool ever, cause I really am.
Please, will it kill you to start showing concern for me once?
Tuesday, May 17, 2011
CUT HAIR AT SI EN'S HOUSE!!! ^^
Now I look like a shorty hair freak!! Haha.
After that went to SGH.
MY GRANDMAMA'S GONNA BE DISCHARGED SOON!! :D
YAY!!!
To celebrate this occasion,
X JAPAN!! EYE CANDY!!!
DBSK!! EYE CANDY!!
Muahaha. Okay. That's all. :D
From now on, I'll be more optimistic. Though I'll miss the clique, I've made a decision and I can't go back anymore. But, at least, I got to say that I love you guys. And that is enough, isn't it?
I will be stronger and will cry no longer.
Now I look like a shorty hair freak!! Haha.
After that went to SGH.
MY GRANDMAMA'S GONNA BE DISCHARGED SOON!! :D
YAY!!!
To celebrate this occasion,
X JAPAN!! EYE CANDY!!!
DBSK!! EYE CANDY!!
Muahaha. Okay. That's all. :D
From now on, I'll be more optimistic. Though I'll miss the clique, I've made a decision and I can't go back anymore. But, at least, I got to say that I love you guys. And that is enough, isn't it?
I will be stronger and will cry no longer.
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