EXAMSSS OVERRR

Yo peeps. EXAMS ARE FINALLY OVER! Hell yeah~ Holidays and partying start right now~ Oh yeah! Sing to the beat yo~~ ^^

Like real. I've loads of stuff to do during the holidays. Here's a list:

THINGS TO DO DURING HOLIDAYS.

1. Complete that darn The Phone Call fic.
2. Do up the blog for AHHEEMMM or Nelli will kill the living shit outta me.
3. Bring my hamsters to see the vet or watch them die.
4. Find a job, preferably Missha

4 tasks only, but all are very intimidating, very intimidating indeed. Oh well, life just sucks doesn't it? Wasted four hours on Elsie's birthday present but I can't post any shit up here cause I haven't gave it to her yet. == I'm kinda proud of this one though (although she probably doesn't even like One Piece). XD

What? I said it out? Nah. It's just the anime name, it won't matter LOL. To Elsie, HAPPY BIRTHDAY YOU BETCH AND YES, LET'S MEET AT FRIDAY NIGHT YOU TELL ME THE TIME SINCE I EVERYDAY FREE NOW OKAY? :)

(If you don't see this post it's your problem LOL.)

And Nelli, if you read this blogpost, please, we haven't do Carity's card yet LOL. Must meet up and do soon okay? :) And yes, I will do that bloody blogskin. You're more enthu than I am LOL.

So this marks the end of my updates? I'm quite excited cause I've finally got time to do stuff I really want and I've got lots of ideas on DIY these days thanks to Youtube videos. Can't wait to do for you guys. :)

I just realised I never do DIY for Sien before haha. Don't worry. That'll change soon. :) I wanna do as much DIY as possible lol. Save LOTTAS money. :P Yes, I'm a cheapskate. SUE ME LA!

Anyway, this blog entry's ending here. See ya tomorrow peeps since I'm gonna be blogging everyday LOL. BYE! ^^

P.S. My asianfanfics now got 15 subscribers. YAY ME!

EXAMS SHOULD SUCK A DICK

Yo peeps. I'm here blogging. Yes. I'm blogging. What is there to do when you're smack in the middle of exams besides blogging? :) Totally BEST thing to do ever. I'm already screwed for exams so fuck it. I can't be bothered to read through that crap again.

Totally hating biology the more I read it. Some of it is pretty cool I guess, like the reproductive system and all but the rest? S.H.I.T. Wait. Shit's a biological term too. Ah, fuck. HAHA. Btw, did you know?

Eructation = FARTING! 

Totally cool right? That's the only good thing about learning science HAHA. Finding all those scientific words to describe profanities. HAHA. Next time if I want to insult someone, I'll probably go like, "YOU PUNGENT PIECE OF ERUCTATE!"

Cause that totally makes sense.

Okay, I know that this blog post doesn't make sense. That's really cause I'm grumpy plus stressed plus irritated plus IDONTWANNASTUDYANYMORE!

FUCK THIS SHIT!

I hate studying seriously. -.-

Biology can screw itself for all I care. It's already screwed anyway.

Like how my exams are...

Sighs.

This semester's grades are not going to be good. I can predict the future, lol. I'm psychic. :))

After exams I should probably stay at home and sulk all day. Maybe I'll shut myself in the closet and not come out cause society shuns dumb people and I'm one so I should wallow in self misery and pity and sob the living shit out of myself.

Yes, sounds like a plan. Amelia, go ahead and tell Elsie that you're not gonna spend her birthday with her cause you've gotta sob in your closet and have no time for her cause that makes you an excellent friend. THE BEST ONE!

....

:(

I hate studying. :(

I NEED TO GRADUATE THIS INSTANT MAN!! :(( 

On a brighter note, check out this Valentine's Day video of Luke from the 11 drunk guys who played Slenderman. It's hilarious HAHA.

AGREEING with him to the max, rofl. ;) It's SINGLE-AWARENESS DAY HAHAHAHAHAHA! ^^

Not like it isn't for me everyday. I guess what Sien said is true. 

"Isn't everyday single-awareness day for you?"

Yes, it is. I just kinda got used to it, I think? I don't know. I honestly think poly life's making me weirder HAHA. My thoughts have all gone haywired, AND I'M ALREADY NOT NORMAL TO START OFF WITH OH GOSH! SOMEONE SEND ME TO THE ASYLUM RIGHT NOW!!

#hopeless

Shall sign off here since I can no longer procrastinate on AAP or I'm really gonna retake that stupid module. -sighs- Can life get any better?

"I just don't have enough middle fingers for today."

-Unknown 

P.S. The only good thing that's happened today is that I've got 10 subscribers on Asianfanfics haha. YAY ME! ^^

Elsie: WHADDYA WANT FOR BIRTHDAY?!

Hey yo. :D I'm blogging cause I would make use of every single opportunity to slack off AAP HAHAHA. I don't know what to blog about to be honest. Been diary-ing too much that I can't write anything here LOL.

My life has just really changed so much? I mean, yeah, I don't know how to phrase this but yeah, I've changed, as many others out there. :D I don't know if it's a good or a bad change but hey, at least it's an experience yeah?

I've lost contact with some friends though. Deeply regretful. Immensely greatly regretful. I miss Vivian. Hanging out with her has always been so care free, stress free.. :') I guess I really need to contact her and meet with her huh? I mean the first time she crushes on someone, she tells me. I didn't even tell her about Chuan Jie. Now I feel bad, lol.

I remember her asking me if she should confess to her crush cause she was afraid that things would get awkward. See? Shows how different she is from others. Most worry about rejection, she worries about breaking a friendship. I'm astounded. Really.

She asked if it hurts to get rejected. Haha. I didn't tell her anything. I just told her this:

It'll get better in time.

Cause seriously, what doesn't get better in time? Everything does! Life, death, everything gets better and better and better after they have been horridly worse. Judging by this logic, I'm sure my school life will take a better turn. ^^

What's with the insanely smileys, you may ask. Well, I'm just thrilled cause I found some cool DIY stuff on Youtube. Yes guys, you are going to get DIY pressies from now on. Si En and Carity, you both must be so happy your birthdays are over, haha! For the rest, too bad! :P

I'm really hoping to learn how to do more DIY stuff especially since for most of my friends, this is their 18th birthday. 18 is a special age okay. WE'RE GOING TO BE LEGAL TO GET WASTED OKAY? Haha. Sien, please buy more alcohol HAHA.

I feel a bit guilty though. I didn't think that it was the 18th when I celebrated Sien's birthday with Nena and her sis. It conveniently slipped my mind. :( Sorry Sien. :) At least you had an awesome time laughing at my face when we went down that thingy which I don't know what it's called. 

And for Elsie, PLEASE POST SOMETHING THAT YOU WOULD LIKE FOR YOUR BIRTHDAY PRESENT CAUSE I HAVE NO IDEA!! PLEASE?? :(( 

Now that the plea of help is over, let me end this entry here HAHA. :D Ciaos~

Happy birthday Changmin

HAPPY BELATED BIRTHDAY MY PRECIOUS SHIM CHANGMIN! ^^

Thanks for just being the most AWESOME maknae ever HAHA. You're the best man! Insulting us fans and we totally love you for it. What masochists are we man! :D

Still, you can be romantic at times huh?

Writing I Swear lyrics for us.. :)

THANK YOU

If not for you, we'll probably be a nameless fan club so for that thank you.

Cause Cassiopeia's an awesome name.

Thank you for Cassiopeia. :D

HAPPY BELATED BIRTHDAY! :D

And here's your hyungs whom you miss tormenting. 

I know you'll torment them once more..

ALWAYS KEEP THE FAITH..

"Even if darkness comes, baby, I love you. Thank you. I will embrace you. I swear forever."

My NUMEROUS Accounts :)

Hey peeps, it's me once again HAHAHA. This is just going to be a quick update so let me just get started on this.

Firstly, the links to my wordpress and asianfanfics account are finally up! ^^ Just click them under the link section and you will find my YunJae fics. :D I'm super happy ever since I created asianfanfics I swear. ;D

I LOVE READING COMMENTS OHOHOHO~ 

Now you must be wondering, what do I do with that many accounts? I mean, I have two Blogger accounts, a Wordpress account, a Livejournal account and now an Asianfanfics account! What on Earth do you think I'm doing LOL?

HAHA. I don't know either. XD I guess I'm just crazy like that. They have their multiple uses though so let me just quickly list them down here:

Blogger Account 1: THIS BLOG YOU SEE RIGHT HERE HAHA. It's meant to update my friends and any no-lifers who come to this blog about what's going on in my life. Totally uneventful though. AHAHAH.

Blogger Account 2: Used to be for writing stories but I shut it down last year.

Wordpress Account: Created just to read Nelli's private blog but I've figured I'll use it as a YunJae ficspot from now on. :)

Livejournal Account: For me to write any drabbles about YunJae or poems/muse/rubbish about the DB5K fandom. Also used to stalk my favourite livejournal authors. :D

Asianfanfics Account: Used to upload all my YunJae fanfics. :) If you wanna read my YunJae fanfics, go there. HAHA.

And I just realised I never mentioned this, I also have a Fanfiction account, although that is PURELY for reading purposes. XD (I'll never upload any stories there cause I can't write about anime or my favourite movie Harry Potter.)

So if you're looking at my links to my accounts and wondering which one you should click for non-related DBSK stuff, don't bother. All my links to my accounts are DBSK related. :) You can never find one that is not unless you talk about my Fanfiction account which is not linked here. Haha.

Anyway, I'm gonna sign off here. Byebye!

P.S. Good luck for your exam peeps! ^^

P.P.S. Asianfanfics is a good opportunity if you wanna let your fanfics of KPOP get acknowledged. :D There are lots of people commenting and reviewing. I've even got 5 subscribers already and it has only been 10 days since I've joined the site. :D

HAPPY VALENTINE'S DAY! ^^

Yo peeps. :D This is gonna be a typical emo post so you guys can totally skip over this haha. :P Just kidding. There are so many updates to talk about I'm just so lazy to be honest with you guys so I'm gonna delve right into the main points here.

Firstly, HAPPY VALENTINE'S DAY! :D Everyone of my friends except Sheryl, Nelli and Carity, HAPPY SINGLE AWARENESS DAY! :D Let's all be forever alone. Muahahahahahahha!! *evil laughter* Just kidding. Get yourselves a boyfriend okay? Let's aim to at least be a divorcee haha.

For Nelli, Sheryl and Carity, happy valentine's day! :D HAPPY HAPPY HAPPY VALENTINE'S DAY! :D And you guys must be wondering why I'm so high now right? RIGHT? Well, continue wondering about it then. HA! Things like this need some serious processing..

JUST KIDDING~ :P

It's really just because of them:

My JYJ, I'll love you all forever. Happy Valentine's Day ok? :D HAPPPYYYY VAALLLENTTINNE'S DAAYYY!!

Alright. I'll cut it with the nonsense. :D Since everyone's been doing a friendship post a few months back and the trend has finally died down, I'm gonna do one now HAHA. Yes, I'm weird like that. DON'T JUDGE ME! 

So I didn't realise that there are so many friends in my life until I'm about to start on this post and started counting the friends I have..

There are 9 of you. NINE! Omg. It's so close to a dozen. SO CLOSE YET SO FAR.

Yes, I'm insane. Just ignore me HAHA. I know that some of you like to scroll through my blogpost and just find your name only when you read posts like this. Well, sadly for people like you, you're gonna have a hard time cause my brain's not working now, GYAHAHAHAHHAHAAH!

First person...

SHERYL HO JIA MIN

 
Sheryl, Sheryl, Sheryl and Sheryl, what can I say? I've experienced way too much with you, be it hurt, betrayal, backstabbing or anything of the negative sort. I can probably drone on how much you've owe me and you can start ranting on how much I owe you and we will get nowhere.

Our friendship now is still a bit shaky. I don't think it will stabilise anytime soon. We are both stubborn bitches after all, haha. We don't get much time to hang out with each other too. Still, I'm very happy that we've decided to give this friendship another go. I've gotta be honest though, if this time it really doesn't work out, let's both let it go okay? Preserving the good memories, and parting with an amiable farewell..

Thank you for all the times you've been there for me. Thank you! 

Second person...

LOW YI LIAN

It's been WAYYYY too long since we've last met up. Seriously. Why don't you want to meet the Great Amelia huh?  *storms foot* I'm excellent you know? *bhb once again* All jokes aside, you are really one of the friends I have in my life that influenced me the most. If not for you, I'll probably never had started writing. Yes, you and Shimin both played an important role in that. For that, thank you. :)

Our friendship did not start out on a good foot but you never gave up anyway. If I were you, I'll probably punch myself ten times over for all the hurtful things I've said in the beginning. However, if you ask me, if I could turn back time, I still would have said what I spoke back then.

Cause if I never said such hurtful words, I'll never know how accepting and forgiving you are. :) You forgive and trust people way too easily sometimes, Yilian. It sincerely makes me afraid for you. What if one day you misplace your trust? What if one day the person betrays your trust? I'm afraid, yet I know that nothing and absolutely nothing will stop you from believing in the good of people.

You are such a positive person sometimes and no, don't say you're negative because you really ain't haha. I do not know you well I admit. Some of it is because you don't open up easily, some of it is because I'm not making enough effort. Don't worry though, after your A levels, we have plenty of time to catch up. By then, no excuse okay Yilian? :)

Thank you for all the times you've been there for me. Thank you.

Third person...

PANG SHI MIN

Oh ho ho ho ~ Haha. Talking about you has always been awkward for me so the faster we get this done the better aye? *laughs awkwardly* So yes, what can I say? Been friends for 6 years, you know me practically as much as I know you.. What do I even have to say, haha?

You've always been a constant strength in my life I guess. Always pushing me forward, making sure I attain all my goals and not give up in the midst of it... If I were to start thanking you for everything you've done, I can never end this blog post cause it can drag on forever and forever. If I say I love you, to be honest, I think you're sick of hearing of it already aren't you?

Still..

Thank you.

Thank you for everything you've done. I can't even pinpoint a single act or deed that you've done cause you've done so so much for me. I wish I was a little more grateful back then. Sorry for the whole fiasco of Sheryl. Sorry for disappointing you once and once again. 

And thank you for whatever reason that you choose to accept me in your life time and time again. I still find it pretty miraculous but I'm not gonna question it. Someone like me should have been outta your life a long time ago. At the rate we were quarrelling back then, it's a wonder that our friendship managed to last this far. I guess true friendship never dies huh? I. LOVE. YOU. Now let's meet up soon and gossip more about other people HAHA.

Thank you for all the times you've been there for me. Thank you.

 Fourth person..

NG TING WEI

 YO! Haha. Chose this photo cause you look pretty in it though I look hideous in it. I mean just look at my face in that picture, haha. Like what Changmin said to Junsu, "Your face itself is a joke." It really is. :X Sian eh, HAHA.

I don't know why everyone's so sentimental, emo, sad and yours suddenly is written with so much Singlish. I guess my writing style's changes depends on who it is addressed to huh? Still Tingwei, don't you think we've made it incredibly far?

If someone told me when I was in Secondary One that we would be best buds, I would laughed the person off and say that he is being ridiculous. Now, I just can't believe it. How did we become so close?

It feels kinda scary sometimes. In a blink of eye, the distance between us closed as though it never existed in the first place. Tingwei ah, you really can worm yourself into someone's heart can you? I remembered last time when Shimin talked about you, I always didn't get what she mean when she said that you are so innocent it just makes her want to protect you from all harm. Now I think I get it.

You and Yilian both instill in me such great sense of protectiveness I feel overwhelmed by it sometimes. I just want to take you under my wing (even though I don't have one) and protect you from the atrocities of the world. Alas, I can't do that can I? I can't protect you from everything.

So Tingwei, just remember that I'm always here okay? Not leaving you no matter what so you can just resign yourself to the fate of being stuck with me forever, get it? :) Good luck for your exams ah Tingwei. GAMBATTE~

Thank you for all the times you've been there for me. Thank you.

Fifth person...

MICHELLE ONG ZHEN QI

Don't blame me for this photo, Michelle. I realised that I took a lot of photos of you but I never actually took one with you haha. Oops? :X Nevermind. You can see the past you and reflect on how pretty you've become LOL. :D

Michelle, Michelle, Michelle, oh what can I say Michelle? You've been such a great friend to me. A lot of times in school, I just wanna run back home to hide but because of you I've gained the courage to face my problems. Your letter that you wrote to me on my birthday was the most touching of all. You know I almost cried while reading it right? You really like to say words that make me cry a lot huh?

Thanks really. Thank you from the bottom of my heart. Thank you for always being there. Thank you for being who you are. Thank you for your encouragement. Just, thank you.

P.S. Your entry may seem short but that's because I've always said what I wanted to say to you eh? Never keep anything from you. :D

Thank you for all the times you've been there for me. Thank you. 

Sixth person..

ELSIE TAY YA XIN

You bitch, how dare you ruin my pristine perfect reputation LOL. Tsktsk! :D You crazy woman, coming into my life and infecting everyone with your craziness LOL.

CHI. Chikara, Hikari and Inochi. I do not take back what I said. Chikara for giving me strength, Hikari for being my light, Inochi for adding life to my years.

Thank you so much my dear dear friend although you can be really crazy at times. :D Thank you for always being there and don't worry, we'll be friends for as long as it takes. LET'S BE LAO AUNTIES TOGETHER OH YEAH~ :DD

P.S. Your entry may seem short but that's because I've always said what I wanted to say to you eh? Never keep anything from you. :D

Thank you for all the times you've been there for me. Thank you. 

Seventh person...

NELLI LIM JIA JI

Happy Valentine's Day!

Thank you for all the times you've been there for me. Thank you. 

JUST KIDDING LA. Haha. Although I'm really tempted to end with just Happy Valentine's Day, heh. :P What can I say? All that I've wanted to say is already in the previous blog post so yeah.. I can't feed your ego anymore haha. Ask Joel to do that okay? :)

And don't be over reliant on Joel sometimes, STAND UP FOR GIRL RIGHTS MAN! *sexist calls*

Okay. I should really end this here. Thanks for being so awesome. :) If you wanna hear more compliments, scroll through my archives. :D

Eigth person...

CARITY WONG HUI TING

I don't know what to say to you. :( All the things I want to say I think you know already right? How much I relied on you last time.. It's only till now that I've realised the extent on which I depended on you. You're in many ways like a bigger sister to me, doting on me and guiding me on the right path.

Perhaps it's cause you've been through so much already. Perhaps it's cause you're very strong. Whenever I share my problems with you, you offer me advice and suddenly my problems don't seem that big anymore. 

Thank you Carity. ;') Thanks for just being in my life. If not for you, I'll probably still be that stupid judgmental person that I've always been my whole entire life so thank you for changing me. Thank you for teaching me.

Thank you for all the times you've been there for me. Thank you. 

I miss you. Let's meet soon kay? ;)

Nineth person..

XIE SI EN

Dude, you need to take more photos lol. Seriously. I took the most unglam one I could find HAHA. :D THAT'S FOR NOT TAKING ENOUGH PHOTOS AND MAKING ME SCROLL THROUGH MAPLESTORY PHOTOS ON FB. WHY ARE YOU MAPLESTORY ANYWAY?

*takes deep breaths*

Nevermind, don't tell me. I'm suddenly not interested lol. Now that I think about it, the bubble tea in your picture is really tempting me. DAMN YOU BUBBLE TEA! VANISH FROM MY SIGHT NOW! RIGHT NOW!!

Okay, sorry about that. I'm just sleepy and this whole entry's going nowhere. Firstly, thanks thanks thanks thanks. Thanks for just being you. Thanks for resolving the Dig Fight. Thanks for supporting me in whatever I do. Thanks for allowing me to go to your house everytime. Thanks for granting me access to your WII HAHA! :D THANKS A LOT!

Sorry for all the times I've sorta hurt you during the secondary school years. Think about it on the bright side, you're not the only one I've hurt HAHA. *gets bricked* Alright alright alright. It's my fault. Yes I know. Sorry okay? :)

On a serious note..

Thank you for all the times you've been there for me. Thank you. 

And so ends all the important friends in my life HAHA. Actually, this list is not really accurate since I didn't include a number of friends inside. For example, Suu Swen, Vivian, Winnie and Nena lol. I'm not really close to them (except for Suu Swen) but I'm really hoping I will become good friends with them, or in Vivian's case, regain our close friendship once more.

So yes, I'm ending today's blog entry here. Goodnight and HAPPY VALENTINE'S DAY! :D

FEB BABIES. ^^ Happy belated birthday to Jung Yunho the best leader of all times and Happy early birthday to Shim Changmin the best maknae of all times. LOVE YOU BOTH! ^^

(Will do a proper entry on Yunho's birthday after exams are over.)

(...I'm just pretending to be hardworking.)

NIGHTS! :D

Happy Chinese New Year! ^^

Yo peeps. Due to annoying Elsie who keeps pestering me for updates, here I am once again. OHOHOHOHO~ *evil laughter* So how is everyone's Chinese New Year? Mine's been eventful to say the least but also terribly boring. Without further ado, let us commence on this beautiful journey of Chinese New Year.

First Day:

Woke up in the morning feeling refreshed and happy. Birds were chirping. Flowers were blooming. What an EXCELLENT day!

If only it was true..

Woke up late and realised I didn't text Elsie to meet up. Shit. LOL. Rushed down with my sis to Buona Vista to meet my parents and guess what? My ez link card didn't have enough value. And guess what? My sister and I have no cash with us. ZERO CASH!!! I never felt more pathetic than that moment...

Nets. I never felt so grateful to you in my life. Thanks to Nets, I was able to board the freaking MRT. THANK GOD OR I SWEAR I'LL REALLY FLIP THE TABLE AND JUST GO THE FUCK HOME.

So after that obstacle was behind us, we finally reached Buona Vista and tada~~ Our beloved dad typed that they are on a restaurant at level 10. I was like what the fuck? My sis and I went roaming around the whole Star when my second sis told us it was just on level 4. It's a typo.

Typo?

TYPO?!

FUCKING TYPO?!!!!!

-.- Amelia is not amused. Was so pekcek before I even went visiting lol. And you know what is best? We went all the way to Buona Vista just to go to Bukit Batok then come back Buona Vista again...

WHAT. THE. FUCK.

I'm totally unhappy with the schedule that day. Walk here walk there my legs were hurting but oh well. I did have some fun. :D Pictures ahead~ ^^

My outfit for the day with all my sisters. 三大美女~ 哈哈哈哈哈哈! :D :D *bhb* Alright. Continue with the pictures~

My whole family and my grandfather. :D Looks not bad right? :P

And this whole challenge was my cousin, Clara's idea. Based on age, we were told to hold the numbr of oranges so since I'm the youngest out of all cousins, I'm made to carry eight oranges. :/ Poor me! *self-pity*

So names here..

One: Cheryl

Two: Clara

Three: Felicia (my eldest sis)

Four: Marcus

Five: Serene

Six: Leticia (my second sis)

Seventh: Fredrick

Eight: youknowwho

So yes, that's my father's side of cousins. :D Ha!

And I'm gonna end this blog entry here cause after that all we did was went to Buona Vista and played with kids and dozed and lazed around etc etc etc.

I've got to say though, I was pretty touched when F4 sang on stage together. Watching that scene, I can't help but think that DB5K reunion draws near. GAMBATTE GUYS! AKTF! ^^

With that, I conclude this blog entry. Good bye! ^^

P.S. Elsie's currently at my house 'studying' haha.

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我好可爱啊~

 看到鬼！！！

random

Yo. This blog entry's super random actually. I just went online and stalked some of my primary school classmates while waiting for my sister to come out of the bathroom when I read one particular blog that just left an impact on me.

I just don't know. The more I read, the more my heart is inclined to forgive. What's the point of bearing all those grudges anyway? Yes, my poly life may be miserable in some sort of sense if you think about it that way but I still have friends around me at least. Friends like Nelli, maybe Grace or Huini etc. Even so, I can always rely on my secondary school friends or even my primary school friends. I know I will always have someone watching my back. I'm covered.

But her? She used to be one of the most popular person in Primary school. She had friends. She had money. She had guys lusting after her. You could say that she was living the ultimate lifestyle. Rich, popular, and at some point of time in her life, a boyfriend.

Still? What has become of her now? Nobody understands her. Nobody sympathises with her. Nobody cares. As much as I would like to hold onto past grudges, right now, I see no point.

"What goes around comes around."

Maybe this phrase is really true. Still, reading what she typed in her blog did not give me any sense of satisfaction. Revenge is truly not sweet. No matter how much I dislike her, I still will wish her to have friends cause loneliness is something I wouldn't even wish on my enemies. (except JC maybe)

I can't believe this but right now, I think I can fairly say that I've already let go of any hatred towards her now. I still dislike her but now I feel nothing but pity for her. Whatever happens to her life from now on is her business. I've already let go of that grudge towards her.

Shimin, if by now you don't know who I'm referring to then I'm referring to J. That should be pretty obvious now huh? I won't post her blog link here so if you're curious click through Nena's blog. My reason for not posting her URL is cause my blog's public after all and I do not want to get into ANY conflicts with her hence Nena's blog URL instead.

What? If Nena has a problem with me posting her URL she can find me LOL. I doubt she'll care anyway. Her blog is totally dead. (just like Sien's and Shimin's) Haha. Speaking of blogs, why on Earth is everyone posting their close friends' pictures up and telling them that they love them a lot and they miss them etc etc.?

No. I'm not complaining here. When Yilian posted about her besties on her blog and included me inside I felt kinda touched I guess but when I saw a lot of my other friends or classmates or strangers posting about their friends I'm just like WHAT? O.O Is this suddenly the season to thank all your friends for being by your side all the time?

I will never get society. Haha. Fun fact about my class: The outcasts make up about half of the class's population. Is it surprising now if I say I'm an outcast? Haha. My class is so weird in that sense. :D

Everybody just does not get along. Everybody are just so selfish. I'm not only saying my class. I'm talking in general here. Hell, even I'm selfish. We only socialise for our own benefits and ditch the person the moment he/she turned useless, what's the point of a friendship like that?

These days, I've been hanging out with people like Shanine, Huini and Grace. Michelle's right. The outcasts can really form a clique by themselves haha. Hanging out with them is kinda fun at times and I really love bitching with them haha. Sounds totally like gossip girls ain't it? :D

I really feel much better about my poly life now though. No. I'm not lying. I've found that I'm not the only one thinking all these negative thoughts and trust me, that helps a lot. Even though I still get stressed out sometimes, I know that I still have friends around me and if worse come to worst, I always have my secret place so things are not that bad. (In case anyone's concerned haha. God I do sound pathetic now. -.-)

Oh! I just realised that I never mentioned this at all. Seeing as how his birthday is coming up soon, I thought I should add this fact in: I no longer like him anymore. Looking back, it is really just me being an idiot and holding onto something that I should have let go ages ago all because of my stupid pride. I sincerely thank Carity for knocking some sense into me.

With that, I conclude my entry HAHA. Somehow this reminds me of my presentation. :X Oh. One thing that I should mention though, I'm really happy how everyone's showing concern over Tingwei now. :) I'm thankful that friends DO read my blog to get in touch and I'm glad that my blog can serve as a platform for all my friends' problems to be trashed out and for everyone to be informed about them.

In a way, my blog is kinda like a clique blog huh? I've gotta say though. It's been long since I've last hang out with Shimin and Yilian so you probably won't know what's going on in their lives haha. Elsie too. WHEN ARE WE MEETING UP MAN? Let's do it during sem break and catch up on our lives shall we? :)

Elsie, I'll probably meet you up during CNY holidays or maybe on your birthday itself haha. Any special requests for birthday presents or gifts please leave a comment below or blog about it and let me know. I tend to scroll through your blog posts a lot. :X

Anyway, I'm supposed to conclude this weird/emo/unusual/creepy blog post already. Ending off with this quote:

"I cannot even imagine where I would be today were it not for that handful of friends who have given me a heart full of joy. Let's face it, friends make life a lot more fun. " - Charles R. Swindoll

 

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